it was a joke , all alonq .

wow , so qreat huh? friends , qans , luvs abandon me in times of need . perfect riqht wtf should have nvr trusted a person aqain . i dont know kanna 13458468596bites alr , megan megan megan when are you qoinq t learn .
learn hw t qive up on him .
learn hw t been ruthless .
learn hw t beware of others .
learn hw t heartless .

To th person that i've luv so far :
you've chanqed so much , til i dont know you .
we used t be A , now you're A & i'm Z .
th qaps between is simply too much , i cant take it no more .
someday i will witness you beinq a asshole playinq different qirl's heart .
i hate it ever since you're wif them , you cant see you're chanqinq bt i can i can .
i really dont know that you anymore , you chanqed so much so much my luv .
you're like a stranqer t me no more , i doubt if i still have th ability t luv you , t stand by you , t even talk t you . you promised that you would play wif me in th rain .
when we're still toqether , it nvr rain , was sunny every fuckinq sinqle day .
quess what , riqht after we ended a bloody storm came .
i dont know whether it's just fate or we're nt made t be .
just another dream wasted on you .

i have t learn beinq all alone , isolatinq myself at home everyday .
weepinq under th quilts , reflectinq on my stupid retarted actions .
damn fuckinq pissed riqht at th moment , nw i dont wanna socialise wif anyone .
sorry if aku kb you or somethinq .

brothers & sisters , some are just made for entertainment , others t hi & bye .
true friendships are hard t find , it's like findinq a needle in th deep blue ocean .
treasure what you have , a step or a word can chanqe yr life .

i miss yaaaaaaaa

hmms today's teacher's day , woooooooohooooooo concert rock on!
went t pri sch , there's like E.M.P.T.Y. so dearest pei qo qo cut my lonq irritatinq hair .
hahah th person took an hour so she waited hahah she almost C.M.I
went back t pri sch AGAIN , it was flooded cans , saw all my luvs!
dearest went wif her cliques , so do i .

let th photo so th intro!

hahah all th luvs from pri sch!

my shyshy loverboy!

shermain hu ! one & only husband

nicky koh! didi!

roche chong , didi!

hahas played some qames , ran here & there . F.U.N

slack wif shermain at cc then it rained , had a qreat time .

homed , bathe . flew wilson aeroplanes aqain! sorry luhs :x

nw qoinq t bed , shaqqqqqqqqqqqq .

no sch tomorrow , either qoinq sentosa wif luvs or meetinq wilson & co .

falicia onq shiqian nvr call aku when she reached home .

her b'day present still at my house oh!

luvvvvvvvvvv her too!

a chanqe of heart .

hahahs i'm nt answerinq tutu's calls , he no luv aku so aku no luv him too!

byron tan also no luv aku , he luv his richelle tan! typical fuckers!

wilson th best lahs , anyway he asked me t qo juronq just now! i dont wanna qo!

i missed falicia onq shiqian bt her phone cant call me , i can call her!

aku cintaaaaaaaaaaaaaa faliciaaaaaaaaa!

went downstairs meet korkor , damn miss him . he came too , it's stress facinq him & talk .

he went t qet somethinq , told korkor stress siol! he lauqhed at me . E.V.I.L.

jeth has a new anqkonq which is my face hahahs .

a little luv will do th trick .

hmms woke up wif a missed call from tutu hahas tutu is zhironq's new name!

anyway tutu no luv aku alr , he qot his joclyn now hahah .

nevermind! hmph aku still qot wilson sim qan honq hahahas

yesterday went t kbox wif wilson & co , wilson tried t bluff me drink whisky bt he failed!

see th crazy lip-piercinq quy on top , it's wilson sim qan honq luhs . hahahs quess what that dumdass piercinq swelled so his mouth looks like a sausaqe :x jokes on him .

fadinq away .

hmms yesterday went mama shop , zhirong bouqht lollipops for me aqain(:
th small boy keep pestering me t qive him my num & pictures .
damn pervertic , wilson & creston came .
bid qoodbyes t creston & co , wilson & zhironq sent me t busstop .
homed , bathed . meetup wif sist t qet her tonque pierced . i din pierced my tonque hahahah
i'm qettinq my lip pierced soon :) a new tarqet hhahas .
sist's blood machiem fountain hahahs , she held my waist when she was piercinq , swwwweet! .
after she pierce she tonque , th person took icewater for her . hahas qood riqht .

hmms cabbed over t meet wilson , he keeps complaininq then i flew him aeroplanes .
his phone vibrated while th quys were playinq basketball so i............
yea hahahas opps ......
went home at 2am , slept woke up at 1pm by wilson's call spamminq .
nw qoinq over t meet them ......
hmms wonder if zhironq is buyinq me lollipops?

to th person whom texted wilson :
hmms qirl , althouqh i dont really like you bt i think i should tell you this .
th person that he luvs is you nt me , he's just my qan .
th photo was my doinq , he just simply followed on .
hope in two weeks time , you quys will shou qian shou , yi qi zhou .
there's nothinq between us , so hope you would understand this .
if you really buay keyan that we're always hanqinq toqether , it's your problem .

sweethearts .

hahas wilson & zhironq pei-ed aku on th phone aqain .
sweet riqht , they buy aku real lollipops for aku everyday .
today morninq was a JOKE , all i can see from his head was ????????? .
today d & t , made two new friends which idk them at all .
i luv workshop t th core , th teacher does everythinq :)
hahas anyway , zhironq very cute , after we hanq up . he tell me he qo sleep liao .
An hour later , he texted me , ask me tml meet up wif them .
damn funny lahs , wilson must be sleepinq like a corpse now hahahas .
tml morninq , i'm lookinq real forward oh :) .
i luv th rainy weathers , it makes me remind of his promises t me
hmms hope it comes true .
aku still cintas kau alot

blogger's a biatch .

hmms hey stalkers , bear wif my unglam blogskin for just a moment , will fix it real soon .

anyway went down t meet jon th other day , he wanted his photos from my phone .
saw him , quess what , he finally talked t me in a less ihy manner .
kinda qlad actually can be friends also , bt will wait for him luhs .
wilson & zhironq pei-ed me talked on th phone last niqht .
both of them bouqht me lollipops , sweet riqht .
i flew them aeroplanes just now hahas , shall meet up wif loves soon .

seperated paths .

hmms 21th august-
tonned with wanjinq & yanqin .
studied at mac , rained damn heavy , was freezinq t death soon .
hmms saw him that niqht .
hmms 23th auqust-
qot suspended , was sittinq at office outside whole day .
after sch , meet wilson & co . slacked for awhile homed!
hmms today-
morninq was late for sch so walked t take a cab t sch , saw him aqain .
was afraid so til th moment i saw him , i stared at my phone .
quess what he thouqht i din see him so he walked by th another path t aviod me , sadssssss .
homed , bathed . meet up wif wilson , zhironq & co .
laifu damn nice hahahahs abanq keep starinq at me like one kind hahas .

zhirong is a shy boy & i hate small boys .
zhironq & wilson 's wallpaper is my photo!

you're nothinq bt a lie .

quess what , hmms you're a liar , i used t qet jealous when qirls text you & you said aiya , no matter who msq me i also will reply . recently i text you & you din reply .
so much for sayinq that . today i tried aqain & you din reply once more .
whatever .
late for sch today , dentention & homed .
studyinq later on .

foolish thinkinqs .

hw dumb can i be , very dumb i quessed . aku can smoke , drink & thouqhts of suicide for you . i know it's stupid bt i just cant .
hmms wanted t see you today , left home damn early just t see you .
walked t sch , saw your room liqhts were off , thouqht that we din have fate no more .
saw jon & fauzie , turns out that you today no sch cuz you dont have paper .
pei jon t th busstop , took bus t sch instead of continue walkinq t sch .

reached sch , complained lots of thinq t chester , shawal & hafiz .
imrun's fuckinq bitch , everybody kept quiet then he ownself qo tell our form teacher that we pon assembly . puabyekia cans , neevr liked him when he transfered over .
bitchhhhhhhhhhhhhhh , irritatinq idiot .


i never knew life's hard without you , i always thouqht that you're qonna pei me all th way .
so i took for qranted , i kb you everythinq & dont allow t smoke stuffs .
now ehen you're qone , it's time t repent ......
missed you , you raised me hiqh up & left me there .
baby , tell me you luv one more time .......

i missed you

hmms today's th 19th , if you didnt...... it would be our anniversary .
i miss you lots , i wonder sometimes will z steal you away nt hhas .
stupid riqht , quess you wont see my new bloq too . cuz you dont even take that i existed .
i tried t hate you wif all sorts of dumb reasons , bt i cant bear t .
i missed everythinq i once had with you .

i cant move on

All i wanna say is i will wait for you as lonq as i could .
no matter hw harsh or mean you treat me , i will still be there for you .
i rememeber hw you coax me t bed just like a dad askinq her love t sleep .
i missed your everythinq , i never knew i couldnt survive without you .
i thouqht i could live in your arms , bu in th end .
i was never afraid fallinq in love with you cuz i know you're qonna catch me in th end .
oh yes , you cauqht me & you gradually dropped me down .
th impact will fatal , cried for 4hours .

p.s , dont spread my new bloq t him cuz i dont wanna him t think that i'm beqqinq for his love back .