heart boundaries ,

hmms texted him for patch , he replied . didnt dare t see , cried like a fool .
i had th answer in my heart alr , just that i din believe it all th while .
took th courage & pressed view . i was right , cried even worse .
guess what , it rained . fuck you . amonge all th times i wanted rain , you gave me sun .
everytime , i'm crying cuz of him , you gave me a downpour .
god 's will is a prank , what a joke .

din know what t do , th room turned from day t night .
sound like some drama , wtf . called sist up .
we had a lil talk & felt much better .
thanks sist , aku cinta kau .

t ernie sist :
yeah , i should forget a person like him .
bt it takes time for th wound t heal , in th time of period
salt will sprinkle like nobody's business .
so i chose t hurt myself , let it bleed away .
no you're nt a bad company , before i knew you .
i alr started t do all those stuffs & you happen t be th same .
that's why , if korkor scolds you for all those things .
no worries , i will put th blame on me .

it's been 2months , yeah two fucking months .
i will wait as long as i could .
i know it's dumb , bt i will wait .
i seriously dont believe fate , i will fight with fate .
i will show god , who's th miracle worker .
my heart only has you within .
i believe someday , you will realise & be back for me .

i dont care what you readers think . all i know is i love him still & that's enough